Or is it Quarterlife?

Its been 16 months since that post.  Much has changed.

I’ve found someone that I love very much and can share my experiences with.

I’m respected by my peers and am confident of my management style.

I enjoy what I do every day, even though at times it is difficult.

I still do not see a lot of my brother, but he is well.

My parents still love me, and still don’t understand me, but I don’t need them to anymore.

This blog is meant for the journey after I get out of school.  It is a new page in my life and one that I want to keep a record of, as I should have done when I was younger.  I will briefly try to record memories from my youth, but then will start with a new perspective on what will hopefully be a new life.

Is it sadness?

I’m very depressed.

I have a good job, a loving family, but I am depressed because I am lonely.

I have no one to share and enjoy the great experiences I have in life.

I have a brother, but I don’t see him very much, and he has his own life to live now.

So now, it’s just me.

I am prejudiced against because of my education.

My job is both important and pointless at the same time, which leads me to question my worth as a manager and as a person.

My parents love me but don’t understand me.

I am everything.

I am nothing.